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(He's once been too terrified of death. Here, he already knows it's not a permanent state and his hopes for an afterlife have already been fulfilled. So, patiently, he just waits in place and tries his very best to keep his eyes open, even while the world seems to spin and the walls seem to tilt a little more than one would prefer. It's at least somewhat comforting, feeling cold while feeling the warm liquid pour from his waist.

Ah, there she is. Good thing she had her phone with her, wasn't it? It's all according to plan, considering the despair and panic painted on her face as she takes him into her arms. Izaya won't speak for now, he knows it would only cause his lungs to do more work and fill his mouth with even more blood - all he does is moan in pain when he's moved. It doesn't last too long, at the very least.

A hand, stained and red, gently tucks a strand away from her face as his skin closes and his ribs glue back together. It never ceases to amuse him, her healing.)

Thanks, Bella-chan. You've done enough.

[Belladonna tries to keep her focus on breathing, her healing, to be sure that she isn't too late in her efforts. Despite her panic and her horror, she's able to avoid any sort of emotional outburst...until he gives his gentle (bloody) gesture, and speaks.

Unable to help herself, she wails, vision blurring as her eyes water. Still, she struggles not to cry. After all, he's okay, isn't he? She shakes her head.]

No, I haven't. You must have been in so much pain, and I can't even...put you fully on your feet again.

[Useless. She's useless.]

It's certainly much better than dying from blood loss, though. You've done good, Bella-chan.

(And so did he.

A thumb caresses her cheek while the other sinks into the scarlet liquid to support his weight, wearily so. It doesn't hurt anymore, but he still feels the ooziness, the dizziness making her own imagine twist when he moves his head.

At least now he knows she can't deal with large quantities of blood loss. He'll keep that in mind.)

[She can't stop a small whimper from escaping her as Izaya continues to gently touch her face. It's only as she feels a couple of stray tears escape past her lashes that she sucks in a breath and forces herself to find her composure.]

I'll get you back to your room. We'll clean you up and get you in some dry clothes and I'll make you some tea!

[It almost sounds like she's telling this to herself more than to him.]

You'll feel better after some rest.

(Oh, tears? He'll wipe them off with the back of his hand, whichever part is less bloodied before he attempts to stand up. It's disorienting and Izaya will touch her shoulder as a means to center himself.)

Will you stay?

Oh, careful, here--

[Belladonna puts an arm around his back, encouraging him to lean against her as much as he can. All her movements are full of an extra sort of care, and it isn't until she's sure that she has him steady against her in an upright position that she works on getting them both standing.]

Of course I'll stay, of course!

[Did she already plan on sitting by his bedside and nursing him back to health? Absolutely, she did.]

As long as you need me, I'll be right here.

Let's go to your room.

(He'll be damned if he shows up like this to his - not when there's Kaiba, and Izaya refuses to show him any speck of weakness when he already was getting in a battle of wits with him upon their first meeting.

As long as he needs her, hm? God, it's frightening how much she trusts him. The steps he takes are short, he'll have to lean at times and even grip when the floor feels unstable and unlevelled. Eventually, they'll arrive.)

Hell is a dangerous place, Bella-chan. Careful with who you interact with.

[If only that was advice that she was better equipped to take. And if only it wasn't coming from a wolf in sheep's clothing. Still, as she lays him down in her bed, she only gives him a sad smile.]

Don't you worry about me; it'll take up all your energy.

[She needs a moment to regain her energy, too. After that journey, her face is flushed from exertion. She sits at the edge of the bed, a hand over his as she takes a change to catch her breath.]

I'll fetch you a towel and some water to start, shall I?

(Spinning, spinning, spinning. It's almost the equivalent of being drunk, and Izaya is not rather fond of anything that takes him out of his sharpness. Fair to say, he hates this profusely, but lying down does help the world to stop turning after a while.

There's warmness atop of his icy hand, and another of his own rests on it, seeking warmth.)

You rest a little, too.

Stop that.

[It's a weak admonishment, full of pain. That he could've gone through something so horrible and still think of her well being? It breaks her heart. She doesn't deserve it. She brings her other hand over, shifting so she can cup them both in his, willing warmth from her fingertips into his.]

I can rest later, when I know you're less likely to faint.

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(A near-death Izaya is still Izaya at the end of the day, and she gets a gaze from the corners of his eyes and he fights the desire to sit up, but not the desire to break that information apart.)

Stop what, Bella-chan?

(What's behind it? Self-worth issues again? That one, Izaya knows that she reeks of. Unwanted by her coven, too good to mingle with her own kind, of course, she hates herself deeply. Perfect thing to exploit, really.)

I'll be fine. I'd invite you to lay down with me, but I don't want you to get more blood on your clothes.

(Just checking to see if she snaps at him again.)

[As to what she wants him to stop, she doesn't give a particularly revealing answer, smiling softly as she tells him:]

I told you, you need to conserve your energy.

[She hesitates, then, only for the knowledge that she's never laid beside a man before. But the body heat would be nice for him, she's sure, and she wouldn't mind the break. It's not like this is anything inappropriate. So, Belladonna shifts, careful not to jostle him as she lays down, head beside his on her pillow.]

Clothes can always be replaced.

(Gentle snapping. He'll take it.

He's not in pain anymore, or else the shaking of the bed, while she lays her small body next to his, would most likely be welcomed with a sharp sting. It just makes him sigh a little, an arm bringing her closer as to lay her head on his chest.)

Well, red truly is the color of danger, after all. Would be a nice color on you, Bella-chan.

[This is a medical emergency! And yet, despite that, she still find her heart starting to race when he encourages her to lay against him, instead of simply at his side. The only natural thing to do with her head on his chest is to put an arm around him, as well, and when she goes to speak again, she stammers.

There it is again, the giveaway.]

Red and black go well together, don't they?

[What does she mean by that? Why did it come out that way? It was just an observation!]

(Bingo. Izaya gets what he wants, always! He's well trained to hear and perceive any small changes in behavior, and he can hear her little heart thumping against him. Admittedly, he doesn't tend to go this route - romantic and feelings and what-not. There's the distance that he puts between him and his pawns but in this case? Such distance would prove less advantageous in the long run, he's assessed. After all, she was willing to go through all this trouble to impress a man, wasn't she, back at home?

Just how far is she willing to go if he gives her a little more than attention? Hence, here they are, with Izaya caressing her shoulder as he hums, free index finger drawing in the air as if he was conducting an orchestra only he could hear.)

The best combination. Do you know what black stands for in symbolism, Bella-chan?

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I don't believe so, no.

[It would be useful to read up on the language of color, but it isn't something she's taken any time to do as of yet. Belladonna tilts her head up toward him, wanting to watch him talk more than just listen.]

(He tries to move -- it's a bad idea. He'll see the world rotate again, which gets him to breathe in and fucking stay put for a goddamn moment. Nothing that Izaya is particularly fond of, but alas.)

Black is a misunderstood color, don't you think? People think it alludes to darkness, but it can also mean elegance and authority. Does that mean people correlate authority to darkness, even while alluring and elegant? I'm not sure. I don't think it's a fair picture at all.

Oh, yes, I most certainly agree!

[Finally, as if after the clearing of a storm, Bella's sunshine smile peaks through the abysmal mood his injury had put her in.]

I've always found blackness to be the most beautiful of all!

We should get your wardrobe a makeover.

(He'll gently sit up, beckoning her to do the same with him while keeping the girl against his chest. He'll do fine with the dizziness while it happens, he just needs to move a little bit.

Lying around was never his style.)

We did quite a number on your room.

(Considering that he was soaked, his steps carried the blood, and he's still dripping a little on her bedsheets.)

[They sure as fuck did. Belladonna had all but forced herself to ignore the cold, somewhat sticky sensation of the blood soaking into her clothes and bedding...but at the acknowledgement of it, she laughs.]

It's alright; I'll clean it up, it's no trouble.

[Maybe she can just magic herself some new ones, who knows.]

I'll bring you a wash basin and a change of clothes whenever you'd like.

(Well, hopefully he can wash his jacket. For everything else, he doesn't care for. It's just a v-neck and a pair of jeans, all varying tones of black. Nothing else is too difficult to replace.)

Sure. Let's get to it. I'll go take a shower once my blood flow is stable again.

Okay! Great!

[It's a chore, but she forces herself to sit back up off of him, covered in his blood and smiling. It's an odd image.]

I'm going to get that going, and I'm going to make you some tea, and fetch some biscuits.

Thanks.

(He's an odd person, she'll see. If she hasn't noticed that already.)

It's the first time you've seen an injury like that, isn't it?

[She nods, automatically reaching for his hands again. God, girl, just get up and go!]

You really scared me! I'm used to smaller injuries...broken bones from a fall, but nothing so life-threatening.

(Hands on his yet again. He'll go a step further, taking them to blood stained lips to a gentle kiss. Brown eyes, although the light against them might reveal the reddish hue observe her reactions as he slowly sets their hands down.)

I make enemies rather easily, Bella-chan. I'm sorry to say it, but it may happen more often than you'd expect.

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THIS IS UNCALLED FOR

EVERYTHING ABOUT IZAYA'S UNCALLED FOR

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